Don Ya Dare Ta Bother

2005-01-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

i've moved.
here!

2004-10-31T18:04:00.000+08:00

got drunk again.
wahaha.
drank too much bailey's.
haa.

man.
my cousin's sons are SHO cute!
adam and william.
still toddlers tho.
wahaha!

i've changed my mind.
i'm going to have kids next time.
(:

i want to go for the camp fire!
but i cant.

2004-10-31T13:48:00.000+08:00

i need cash!

2004-10-31T10:36:00.000+08:00

happy halloween!

2004-10-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

fuck you.
fuck you for taking the whole file with you.
fuck you for asking me to get another present for you.
fuck you for not return them to me b4 the hols.

fuck it.

cant believe that i'm stuck at home.
wish i was at tns now.

17th june 2006.
i'll be 16 right?

good.

getting horny again.
crap.

2004-10-30T18:00:00.000+08:00

i seem to have change my attitude towards band.
heh.
that's good.
but sometimes i'll still have the feeling to pon band.
=l
i seem to like band more.
i seem to want to go for band.
i seem to want to go for band and play the pieces.
though i can be a little too cold in there sometimes.
ya. (:

cant believe it.

these few days seem to be a little too boring.
nth much to look forward too.
except for band.
nothing much to do at home.
the only few things that i can interact with
are the tv and the com.
not forgetting my deck of cards.
and my makeup.
and my piano.
and my oboe.
ya.

my handphone's practically gone for the nxt mth.
asked my dad to get me a prepaid card.
haa.
he said he'll consider.
(:

i so hate halo.
it is so bloody bloody and gory.
people go around this stupid place shooting
each other.
and monsters.
the sound effects are so gross.
those stupid moans.
eew.

whaha.

sighs.

2004-10-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

boring.
playing 'stress' with my bro now.
haha.
he is so slow!

wish u were here with me now.
instead of camp.
sighs.
if only i could go out now.
and meet u at the playground.
if i could.
i'd be out there waiting for u. :)

2004-10-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

im feeling retarded.
i really am.

i actually typed out sth.
100 sentences to be exact.
too me 45 mins to do so.

chessia the retard.
i like that name.

=)

2004-10-29T17:13:00.000+08:00

ho hum..
i got the date back..
i love the blog designer!
*muacks*

2004-10-29T17:08:00.000+08:00

oh crap..
i got a new skin..
but i deleted the date!
wahaha!
nooo!

fck..

2004-10-29T14:18:00.000+08:00

oh people..
dont you have other tings to do?? o.O?
grow up.

and if you people are not frm U.S.A stop using that name.
there's sth called an I.P address.

oh bleahx.
fuck it.
my exams were like shit
447th in the whole level.
which consists of like 496+ people.

fuck.

and finally.
the principal is GOING!
that's so nice of him.
but.
we had to stand in the rain
waiting for those people to shut up about how great the fish was.
hypocrites.
we were MADE to write 'well wishes' for that slimy fish.
i was FORCED to.
yuk.
shouldn't have written such nice stuff.

there's band tomorrow.
shit!
the notes.
i've got them all screwed up.
i'm doomed for tomorrow's combined.
fuck it!

2004-10-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

looking for a new skin..
weeee!

haa..
went to buona vista to make a new Ezlink card..
the journey was bloody long..
haa..
the pic is still as gross..
so i'll stick a neoprint over it!

weee!!

haa..

i'd like to say a BIG thank you to valerie for taking the time to go out with me tmr..

and another BIG thank you to wen jie for sending those songs to me..

thanks guys!

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE!!!! ^.^

2004-10-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

[I am Cow][by Arrogant Worms]

I am Cow
Hear me moo
I weigh twice as much as you
And I look good on the barbecue

Yogurt, curd, cream cheese, and butter's
Made from liquid from my udders
I am cow,
I am cow, hear me moo!

I am cow, eating grass
Methane gas comes out my ass
And out my muzzle when I belch

Oh the ozone layer is thinner
From the outcome of my dinner
I am cow,
I am cow, I've got gas

I am cow, here I stand
Far and wide upon this land
And I am living everywhere

From B.C. to Newfoundland
You can squeeze my teats by hand
I am cow, I am cow, I am cow! (x2)

2004-10-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

went shopping..
first time..
didnt really buy anything..
haa..

sian..
someone's online but not online..
haa..

this is the end of my world.
this is the end of me.
well it possible
for me to carry on.
but i wont.
i dont see any need to.
cos without you
i cant live.

without you
where do i belong.
without you
how can i go on.
without you
i cant seem to do anything right.

2004-10-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

sianded..
played Gunbound..
play untill sian..
quit the game halfway..
haa..
mann..
i passed math!
i passed lit!
fucking hell..
i passed!
haa!
i'm so happy!
ok..
not quite..
but still!
i passed!

screw the bloody com..
screw it..
nothing to do on it..
friendster's came to be B-O-R-I-N-G!
blogger's still ok..
gunbound..
dont talk about it..
neopets..
nonono..

wl..
uncle raymond wants me to go for tuition almost everyday..
cos i got 52 for math..
bleahx.

listening to the cow moo now..
bloody boring..

tmr alvin ang's going to show last years 'zhong zheng bian bian bian' thing..
haa..
jane's in it!!!
wooh!

haa..

sianded..
siandeded..
haa..

2004-10-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

bleahxx..

heyy dearr..
srryy forr whackingg yuu shoo hardd..
srryy forr makingg yuu runn aroundd wivv mii..
eepss..
=X

*ah choo*
mann.. suparr coldd here..
ohwells..
itxx raininn..
karntt go shoppingg..
wahaha..
no fairr..
dann my lazyy bumm mommyy dowann to gett outt ov her seatt tuu changee and GET OUTT OVV THE HOUSEE..
whatevaa..

bleahxx..

fridayys concertt wuss so nicee..
harhar..
budden i din realy enjoyy it..
wuss havingg a darned headachee..
ya..

mann..
i donno whyy the hell i am tryingg shoo hardd tuu fitt in..
i meann..
ya..
bb myselvv..
copyy ppl ferr wutt?
wutt fckingg usee doess itt havv?

do wutt i wann tuu do..
be wutt i wann tuu be..
heh..
zhatt ideaa wockss..
whahaha...

2004-10-15T13:57:00.000+08:00

oh yeah!
i'm fat.
i'm 159 and 43kg.
i'm FAT.
REALLY REALLY FAT!
right?
right?
right?

i need to cut down like three kg to be UNDERWEIGHT.
and ya.
i'm nortt the one who said that JL's fat..
if i wanted to say she was fat,
i'd've done it LONG LONG ago..
i mean..
fat needn't mean ugly. right?
you sicko minded people.
sterotypes.
bloody arse holes.
wait till you people get fat and laughed at..
you know. i don see any fun in making fun of fat people.
i mean.
WHATEVER!

2004-10-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

whahaha..
donno why i'm so restless..
nothing to do at home..
nothing to do outside..
haish!

mommy, can i go out?
mommy, can i draw on my wall?
mommy, can i kick chester's ass?
mommy, can i destroy the computer?
mommy, can i kill pigs?
mommy, can i have $50 bucks?
mommy, can i kill chester?
mommy, can i kill chessia?
please mommy?
can i please do that?
pretty please?

2004-10-13T19:33:00.000+08:00

fcuk you.
fcuk you for doing this tuu mii.
fcuk you for treating mii this fcuking way.

fcuk history.
fcuk lit.
fcuk geog.
fcuk studies.

this exam is so fcuking hard.
i'm fcuking sure that i'll fail.

sorry for this fcuking post.

i'm just too fcuking angry.

2004-10-12T13:38:00.000+08:00

[.01.] first name: chessia
[.02.] middle name: nil. nada. don habb
[.03.] last name: chen
[.04.] nickname(s): cheesecake; chestnut; cheezels; cheese etc. etc. etc.
[.05.] gender: female
[.06.] age: 14
[.07.] birthday: 17/06/1990
[.08.] height: donn remindd mii. i'm SHORT.. wan-fivv-nyne
[.09.] hair color: darkk brownn
[.10.] eye color: matchess mii hairr
[.11.] race: chinese
[.12.] do you wear glasses or contacts: specss.
[.13.] do you have braces: yeashh
[.14.] is your hair long or short: in betweenn daa bothh
[.15.] where were you born: singapore
[.16.] current location: singapore
[.17.] zodiac sign: gemini
[.18.] chinese horoscope: horsee
[.19.] nationality: singaporeeann
[.20.] bad habits: lorttxx ovv demm
[.21.] piercings you have: wann on eachh earr
[.22.] piercings you want: wann moree on myy leftt earr
[.23.] tattoos you have: donn habb
[.24.] tattoos you want: ehhxx. nahh. deyy lookk gross!
[.25.] today's date: twelfth ovv octoberr
[.26.] the time: 13 53
[.27.] who sent you this survey: saww it on daa bulletinn boardd in friendsterr
[.28.] who do you think will re-post: noo.. nort onn daa bulletinnn boardd
[.29.] do you have a pet: dun habb. budden i wann a dawgg orr hammstaa
[.30.] when's your first date: uhhhhh
[.31.] who was your first date: humann
[.32.] do you think you're cool: dontchnoee. guess nortt.
[.33.] ready for more questions: yaa
[.34.] hungry/full: verii HUGRY!
[.35.] do you blog: yeaas. aint' i doingg it noww?
[.36.] do you chat: yaa. yewww kuntt expectt mii tuu shutt upp rightt?
[.37.] action/horror/comedy: aww thwee.
[.38.] hotdog/burger/sandwich: sanddwichh.
[.39.] coke/pepsi: it tastess the SAME.
[.40.] how many languages do u know: a lil' heree and derr.. i noee chinese, english, ~~math~~, japp. yaa. ttx boutt aww.
[.41.] siblings you have: wann irritatingg brotherr.
[.42.] shoe size: fivv halvv. i thinkk
[.43.] are you still in school: i stiuu studee yahhxx?!
[.44.] did you drop out: no. wonn wann ttuu.
[.45.] current GPA, or last GPA: wutt on earthh ishh tt?
[.46.] favorite grade: primaryy sixx
[.47.] current grade: sec twoo
[.49.] favorite teacher: ehhxx. nonee in daa schull.
[.50.] unfavorite teacher: tan say hoe. sarkk mann.
[.51.] favorite subjects: englishh.
[.52.] do you buy lunch or bring it: buyy. tell mii. huu bringgs food tuu schuul?
[.53.] play any sports on the school's team: nohh
[.54.] do you do any extracurricular activities: yaa.
[.56.] favorite dance: donno.
[.57.] least favorite dance: dunno.
[.58.] favorite memory: lotxx ovv demm.
[.59.] least favorite memory: wanns tt make mii wann tuu cryy.
[.60.] most humiliating moment: ehxx...
Favorite
[.61.] number(s): 3 n 7
[.62.] clothing brand: i've gortt tuu thinkk firstt. loaddss
[.63.] shoes: reebokk, converse, adidas.
[.64.] saying(s): 'donno', 'fine! be that wayy! see ivv i care!'
[.65.] TV Show(s): dunooo
[.66.] sport: pigg huntingg.
[.67.] vegetables: hatee demm
[.68.] fruit: strawberries, bananass.
[.70.] magazine: elle. seventeen.
[.71.] actor: nill..
[.72.] actress: jennifer garner. harhar. kristen dunst.
[.73.] candy: jellybeanss.
[.74.] gum: i kuntt eatt.
[.75.] scent: peppermintt, lavanderr, banana. ^.^
[.76.] choc bar: all.
[.77.] ice cream flavor: stickyy cheweeyy chocolatee.
[.78.] color: babyy blu. pinkk. redd. white.
[.79.] seasons: winter. summer. autumn. spring.
[.80.] holidays: decmber
[.81.] band: dunno
[.82.] singer: donno
[.83.] group: maroon 5. hehe.
[.84.] rappers: nill. harhar.
[.85.] types of music: aniikindd
[.86.] things in your room: myy pigg!
[.87.] place to be: myy roomm. schhooll. orchardd. beachess. tanjong jara [rawkx mann]^.^
[.88.] radio station: power 98
[.89.] TV channel: kids central!
[.90.] junk food: aniithingg. BUT i donn eatt lerr. coss i'm getting FAT.
[.91.] overall food: aniithingg lohhs.
[.92.] mall: bugis. hereen. far east.
[.94.] fast food: macs.
[.95.] restaurant: west end.
[.96.] shape: heartt.
[.97.] person you have a crush on: tell yew for wut?
[.98.] coolest person you know: kuntt thikk orf newann.
[.99.] favorite song : she will be loved
[.100.]favourite singer : urmm... donno!

ahh finnallee.. done.
harhar.
nufinkk tuu do mahh.
donn wann studee.
harhar.
mathh wux a killarr.
paper wann ohkk larhss.
paper twuu sarkss.

haishhh.
tmr ishh daa LASTT DAYY!
YEAH!
*firewerkss*
*fire crackers*
*clapps*
*woot!*
harhar.

nonono.
nort tymee tuu celebrate yett.
tmrr dann sayy.

going to claimm moneyy frmm my mom tmrr.
showw herr all daa receiptss.
wahaha.

ohwells.

2004-10-09T13:20:00.000+08:00

haish..
i screwed up my geog paper..
didn't do lots of questions..
i'm like so sure i would fail..
ivv so.. i'd better buck up on my history..
and my math and science..
haha

i seem to be typing so so fast..
yeepss..
my fingers are tangled up..
haha..

yay!
four more days of horror and everything's OVER!
yeah!
over and done wivv..
BYE!!!!!
CYA!!!
haha

i can't understand why we must have major exams..
and streams..
and why can't we chosoe what we want to learn?

i mean ya..

and why can't they add debating as a subject?
it'll be so so fun!
and the art of smsing?
haha
crapp

oh wells..
tuition later!
pooh!
blah blah blah..

cos64=0438371146

(x+y)(x-y)=x²-xy+xy-y²
=x²+y²
is it correct?
bah!

2004-10-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

shit mann..

i've nort started on my revision mann..
i'm SCREWED..

oh wells..
mr chua is supa hardworking..

mommy, what's an ammeter?
mommy, what's a resistor?
mommy, how do you find the total resistance?
mommy, what is a penumbra?
mommy, what's a solar eclipse?
mommy, where do babies come from?

=X

2004-10-03T13:43:00.000+08:00

Maroon 5- She Will Be Loved

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

this song is so damn bloody nice..
yeahss..
don't you agree?
harhar..
haishh..

eoy sux..
i'm gonna flunk my compos..
and my letter writings..
and my math..
and history..
and geography..
and literature..
especially chinese..
so practically, i'm going to flunk everything!!

god bless me..

=X

that gorrilla of a tutor is going tuu come..
hate him..
wut kinda tutor gives homework from the textbook?!
tiss is totallyy unacceptable..
i'm so veryy annoyed byy thiss factt..
ARGH..

2004-09-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

Piggy..
harhar..

i drew tt..
looks soo er xin..
budden kunt blame mii..
it wuz drawn on the com..

haish..!
my face de condition getting worse..
white heads!
wah liao!
budden lucky me..
NO PIMPLES!
=D

lalala..

my life sarks..

i'm sure it's just like yours..

donno what i'm talking about neways..

oh ya..
had math test tuudayy..
ohklarhxx..
nortt tt badd..
questionn 4c donno how tuu do..
ttx all..
daa rest noe..
budden donno ivv correct a nortx..
hope deyy ar..
otherwise i die lerhxx..
>.<

tuuday rain again!
so shuang..
haha..
wuz thinking of standing in daa rain..
budden din..
ivv gort bettar thingxx tuu do yeahxx?

harhar..

haishhxxxxx.....

studdyy..
mugg..
sleep..
studyy..
go tuu school..
mugg..
sleep..

ttx mii routine noww..
^.^

nort sth to be proud off tho..

2004-09-29T19:10:00.000+08:00

lalala..
rained again..
ooooohhh..
loved the feeling..
awwwwwww..
but it wasn't nice..
sooo cold..
nothing tuu hugg..

harhar..

my gorrilla of a tutor is coming lerrhhxx..

hopes the zoo comes and catches me..

POOEY!!

whatever.. he's here..

ta-ta

2004-09-28T18:54:00.000+08:00

ocl changed his specs..
looks soooo much better now..
don yall agree?

went to school..
did the same stuff..
but i din cry..

yesterday night seemed to be the longest night ever..

andrew was like having PMS or sth..
seemed super cold..
so emotionless..
so..
frustrated..

felt kinda sadd..

still havent stopped thinking of the way he replied me..

gave me the creeps..
made me feel as if i din know him at all..
made me feel as if i was talking to some alien frm mars..
*EEPS*

it rained this afternoon..
i just love the feeling..
so peaceful..
so soothing..
so romantic..
=)
oh wells..

wish i could rain every single day..

2004-09-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

haishh..

kana mental breakdown five times..
once during flagg raisingg.. dann twice during math.. once during PC.. and once whenn i wuz bathingg..
sheet mann.. how tuu studee lidatt?

hoobastank roxx.. harhar.. the reason.. haish..

this is what i wrote during class..

轻轻靠在你的肩，
听着钟声的催眠，
雨水打在窗外面，
晚风吹著我的脸。

没有你在我身边，
我什么都看不见,
听著钟声的催眠，
想著你的脸。

我还记得，
那次在雨中，
拥抱著那被雨水淌湿的身体。

那感觉还紧紧地留在我手里。。。

2004-09-23T10:13:00.000+08:00

in school now.. vowing never to log into friendster when i'm in schul again..

home ec later.. gort this stupid presentation thingy.. jl left the grp.. she told mdm tham.. fine.. so be that way.. like i care lidat.. she loses out.. nxt tyme when she goes into society, her boss asks her to do a project wiv somewan.. dan she osho fan lian wiv that person.. ha! see how shez going to werk.. HA!

oh wells.. exams are like just a week away.. so yeah.. i've nort been a good girl.. i've nort been studeeing.. i've nort been concentration during tuition.. i've nort been listening in classes.. i'm totally sure that santa's nort going to giv me my christmas presents.. =(

stupid chz is sitting next to me.. saying,' yeeee yuk. blogger!' like i care.. ha!

to czr: ya.. i know.. my friendster's been hacked.. haha.. some ***h**e did it.. wells...

to small breast club: ya ya wateva..

to jocelyn: i think i know who the imposter is..

to myself: buck up you dumbo.. exams larhsss...

2004-09-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

law school.. i so swear that i'm going to law school.. i will get into law school..

(^.^)

oh wells..

i, chessia chen, promise to get into law school.

haha..

went to jasons market.. spent hundred plus bucks on food.. hmmx. nort a lot tho.. there was once my family spent like 300 hundren bucks.. but really.. food's a nececity.. harhar..

mann.. if only i could have an unlimited amount of $$ to spend..

i feel like watching "titanic" now.. why? cos i feel like crying..

newayss.. HAPPY BURFDAY CINDY!! ^.^

things that make me happy:

+ my pig that i have on my bed
+ my hilary duff cd
+ my josh groban cd
+ my handphone
+ knowing that someone actually likes me
+ mrs. fields brownies
+ andrew
+ the smell of my room (raspberries and cream)

2004-09-12T17:02:00.000+08:00

uh hello.. was i like refering to jane ang liling? i mean hello?! there're so many thousand jane's in the world.. so are you going to sue all of them?! if affirmative.. go ahead.. hope you've got like a few billions to sue them.. good luck..

uhh... and ya eileen.. was i talking about you? j&j&e and stand for lots of things.. like jack&jill&elephant.. hello?! useless people.. think think think.. use that thing up there.. god didn't give it to you for nothing.. ya?

oh wells.. aint' going to bother.. say what you want.. your mouth, your hands.. deal with them yourself.. aint' going to meddle with your stuff..

finals are finally here.. mugging like hell.. ta-ta..

you've got to have confidence in yourself. if even yourself doesn't have confidence in yourself, who would? [quoted from andrew who quoted it from somewhere i think..]

2004-09-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

oh well.. Jocelyn is the only one who'd dare to post bad comments and her name at the same time.. good.. i like that attitude.. so unlike others.. COWARDS.. can't really blame them..

oh well.. i'm so fucked up.. havent don my holiday homework yet.. at least i've not finished it yet.. 3 compres, 1 compo, donno how many chinese worksheets.. bleahs..

well.. hope that tan say hoe falls into the toilet bowl and stay there for the rest of her life.. or better still.. get flushed down.. ahah!

here's what i got in my mail box..

15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

A Minute

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
Send this phrase to the people you'll never forget and remember to send it also to the person that sent it to you. It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them. If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're in a hurry and that you've forgot your friends.
Take the time... to live and love.

2004-09-04T13:17:00.000+08:00

why the fuck are all the IP address the same? bloodyfuckinghell.

i'm determinded to get the fuck out of 2 jt asap.. those fucking idiots.. like j&j&e.. those three.. blooody fucking hell.. one act cute, two bitches.. budd really.. WHATEVER.. like i'm going to care lidat.. waste of my time mann..

and fyi darling jocelyn *puke*.. eileen was the ass who started all these lorhss.. she wuz the one who was super act cute in frnt of the guys that everyone despises her.. ya?

but really.. who cares..

my family:

daddy- zhihao
mummy- grace
dotter- chloe
son-in-law- valentino
husband- my donkey.. haha.. JK!

2004-09-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

i was just reading ying ying's blog.. so cute.. her way she wrote her blog's super cute.. haha..

and ya.. sry guys.. cldn't make it back to kong hwa.. went for a lit screening.. sry.. must inform me of the nxt gathering ya?

2004-09-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

my life's gone..

my life's ruined..

i donno why.. but i think it is.. i've not been studying.. and the finals are like just a month away.. i'm fried! i'm a gonner.. unless i start studeeing today.. but really.. it's like nine plus now.. i'm going to sleep le..

bloody hell.. there's like so so many projects to finish.. music, geog, home ec and IT.. mann..

and yes.. to screw things up even more, i've got absolutely no clue on how to do the IT and geog thing..

what more.. some moronic idiot, namely jane, gave jia kai my e-mail address and my hp number. thanks a bunch.. i'll add him to my list of 'potential blockees'..

and thanks a bunch to those who called me a bitch.. i take it as a compliment.. cuz i aint' caring no more.. right..

made pancakes during home ec today.. was damn fun.. auntie jialing and i were playing and playing.. haha.. but really, our pancakes were NICE! at least better than daddy's.. haha.. oh wells.. basketballers cant cook.. haha.

whatever!

2004-09-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

what the hell!

wl! jane ang liling.. you v free isit?

whatever..

i totally wished that i had a NEW and GOOD chinese teacher.. mann.. totally wishing that she's just fall into the toilet bowl one day and get flushed down.. *HOORAY!*

i mean.. seriously.. no one wants to see her face yea?

2004-09-01T12:06:00.000+08:00

first of all, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS OUT THERE!! =)

haha.. yesterday the sch had a 'chers' day celeberation.. jocelyn, jane, dot, peiz and i stayed in class to do the deco for the class celebration.. then hoo came back to class then the fish and px followed her baq.. then came yfk, the frog and blah blah blah.. dan the counsillor came and gave us a pink slip.. tootise!

then after the celebration, there was screening of ~~ponyboy~~ the outsiders.. donno why i keep calling it ponyboy.. haha.. but yarhs.. it was TOTALLY B-O-R-I-N-G.. so whatever.. we (kaili, dot, zp, jane and i) left halfway.. den went to 7 eleven.. then took a taxi to bugis.. dan that stupid place don have 13 going on 30.. sho we took ANOTHER cab to suntec.. heh.. ta-da..

the show was super funny.. haha.. ya.. my vocab is kinda limited now cuz i can't think.. cuz i'm still sleepy.. =)

yesterday's trip to orchard was a total disaster.. we were playing 'hide-and-seek'.. which was totally not me.. and totally NOT FUN at all.. and all cuz of me going to orchard.. andrew's pissed with me.. what the hell!? but really.. whatever.. i don't know what i'm talking about.. [i told you! i AM sleepy!]

2004-08-30T18:30:00.000+08:00

oh yeahs.. saw stephanie ng today.. was kinda disgusted..

as in the way she acted.. her hands were flying here and there.. haha.. but really she's quite chio.. hah.. just that she's a bit too ah lian.. oh wells.. my darling dotter doesnt like her..

and yeah.. saw my dotter and son in law together.. haish! still deny! tsk tsk tsk!

2004-08-30T18:20:00.000+08:00

bleahx.. my handphone's gone again.. kuku!

no fair!

whatever..

went to parkway with jocelyn, jane, joel and concept.. we were playing in macs and giant.. haha..

haish! should have bought insecticide for tan say hoe to use on herself! haish.. but too bad.. i didn't have enough money.. =)

but really.. whatever! she doesn't even deserve anything..

during PC today, say hoe came in.. cuz we had music before PC, say hoe was in class.. then when i went in, i was like,'what the hell! say hoe's here!' and i said it out loud.. i'm so so proud of myself.. haha.. then she asked us to do the chinese compo.. i gave her that sickening face.. haha.. she's like the most kana sai teacher in school.. haish.. she's sick in the mind.. should go see a phychologist lar!

i think that is all ler..

ta-tas..

*waves*

2004-08-29T11:28:00.000+08:00

ah.. finally.. i cut myself.. with my braces..

yesterday, was having combined.. then donno why i tasted a little blood.. hehe..

and yes.. i split my reed.. and yes.. i got pumped lots of times.. but heh!, i got to train my arm muscles! =)

wuz watching ju-on- the prequel just now.. quite nice larh.. cuz most of the time i was hiding behind my pillow.. =)

going out later.. going to buy teacher's day presents..lalala.. say hoe's definately not going to get one from me! =)

on mann.. gymnastics is so cool.. =) haha..

2004-08-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

oh my god. in what way did i de2 zui4 ppl.

letssay that they are not happy with me. right? they needn't resort to those unscrupulous ways to make me sound so darn *ahem* right? they say that i'm a whore. ya ya. so be it. i won't even care. cuz i think i'm not one. i mean. at least i'm not that bei1 bi4. oh wells.

humans will always be humans.. people will always criticize.. people will always comment..

SO BE IT!

2004-08-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

mann! i'm on high now! heehee. CCHMS WON THE BBALL FINALS! YEAH BABY!! WOOHOO! =D

CZH was damn bloody slick. haha. and ya. i hate unity.. those idiots were practically hugging our players. crazy people. hmph! but YEAH!, we WON!!! =)

the class was like critizing the 'teddy bear'. they kept poking me when he got the ball. blah blah blah.. all cuz of CZH's EXTRA LARGE mouth.. bleahs. he's just like a hippo.. =)

oh wells. having a sore throat now. ouch! haha. sighs..

2004-08-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

f*king shit.. i hate it..

i've got like donno how many tests this week.. actually it's two.. history n chinese.. what the hell.. i can't stand it.. i'm going nuts.. streessss!!!

fuck!

2004-08-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

mann.. i can't concentrate on anything. i keep thinking of what the hell happened this morning. yesterday night and the day before yesterday.

i saw the death cert of my great grandma today.

certified time of death: 13:19hours
day: friday, 20th August 2004

she was like born in 1902. she's like lived over a century. i don't really have much of an impression of her. but still. ya. she was nice to all of us and such. haish.

mann. i still can picture marcus' face. he was like crying and crying and crying. i mean he should've been close to tai tai. oh wells. i see him cry. i start to cry. all his fault. GRRRR!

haish. this is the first and worst funeral i've been to. HAISH!

2004-08-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

fuck literature..

2004-08-21T14:07:00.000+08:00

once upon a time, there was a little girl. who cried on the day her great grandmother was cremated. she didn't think that she was really affected by the funeral and all. but when she saw the rest of the people crying, sadness overcame her and started crying. that was the first time in the three days of the wake that she cried. she just couldn't bear to see her great grandma go. though she didn't really know her great grandma that well, it was really saddneing to see someone leave just like that.

2004-08-17T18:21:00.000+08:00

what the hell! i hate blogger. yes i HATE blogger. it's came up with this oh-so-nice search bar on top of ALL blogs. what the hell!!!!

bloody idiots!

someone MAKE me cool down.

2004-08-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

"Chessia! Give me that thing under your table now!"

bleahx. so there goes me HANDPHONE! my precious little thing that i use to communicate with the rest of the world! how could she! but actually, i was ABUSING it.

whatever!

went to bishan depot today. this IS the LAMEST fieldtrip i've gone to in my WHOLE SCHOOLING LIFE! haha. serious. i mean. we walked all over that place, 'listening' to the guides tell us about how they fix this fix that. what this does what that does. seriously, i think no one cared. right? except for some few who at least bothered to snap some photos. good job! haha.

after that, we kinda MADE the teacher let us go home straight away. so we went to junction 8 to have an ILLEGAL GATHERING. (mr soon said that a group of more than 5 people meeting up at the same place at the same time for a discussion is considered ILLEGAL. so, yup, i took his word for it.)

reached home at 7+. did some revision. decided to call someone but then decided not to. haha. contradiction. =) that's what i'm made of. =) did revision for geog test. then came online to WASTE MY TIME!

mann. i HATE art. expecially when it is taught by that sissy, act funny, gay lawrence liow/liao/leow! whatever his name is! bleahx!

can't stand him!

*grrr*

2004-08-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

my phone got confiscated today. by mrs tan.

'Chessia give me that thing under your table!'

whatever.

so i gave it to her. take take la. bleahx.

so here i am. sitting down here. without a phone. without any communication with any being out there. typing away on this sickening computer. listening to a jap rock song (it's so damn nice!). ya.

tot of calling him. but forget it. shan't. won't bother to. heh. jk. sighs. janey-yo was like telling him about how my phone got confiscated blah blah blah. (-.-)

oh ya. went to the donno what Bishan Depot. it was so lame. the lamest fieldtrip in my WHOLE LIFE! haha. walk around the whole place listening to how they fix this fix that. wasn't listening much.
den after that lame thing. everyone, well, almost everyone went to junction 8 to have an illegal gathering. haha. (well, mr soon said that 5 or more people getting together to discuss something is an illegal gathering. yup. i took his words.)

came home at 7+. called him and WHINED to him about those teachers in my sch. hee! poor him. sorry!

today's homework:
~~revise for geog test~~
~~find chinese worksheets~~
do art

i HATE art! esp when it is taught by that sissy lawrence leow/liao. whatever his name is!

*grrr*

2004-08-15T12:01:00.000+08:00

boring day. woke up and 5 puls. called andrew. haha. den went back to sleep after hearing his half-dead voice. haha.

nothing much happened.

yawn.

2004-08-13T14:58:00.000+08:00

i feel totally horrible.
a) i feel like puking. but nothing comes out.
b)i'm aching all over.
c)i can't really talk
d)my freaking throat is so freakingly dry. thus causing me to drink loads of water.
e)jane is telling me how i wasted her time cuz i can't go for tuition.

haish.

there's like a geog test next week. i've got six more chapters to go. but i don't even feel like doing anything but to sleep. hope i get well.

there's a english level test tomorrow. and i don't even feel like getting out of the house. mann. i'm definately going to die in the examination hall. *cough* oh shit.

sorry jane.

bloody hell. i really don't feel like going for the test. there's like scrabble course after that freaking test. then after the freaking scrabble thing, there's band. i won't be able to survive that long. oh wait! i've got MC. so i think i'll just go for that freaking test and get it over and done with. i don't want to be unable to go into my desired stream. =) ahaha.

was reading this book "gossip girls: all i want is everything" it's kinda interesting. it's like a younger version of "sex in the city". heh.

*cough*

i'm going to sleep again.

nitex..

2004-08-12T10:17:00.000+08:00

having com lesson now. i know i shouldn't be here. but heck. looking for dumb old mp3 files. oh wells.

some idiot just like to be funny. idiots who has just mastered the lets-go-irritate-people. why don't they just fuck off? maybe go curl up in a corner and die? ya? sighs. useless people. i'm sure they won't be of any help to the society. maybe they'd be like Wayne in my composition. a teen delinquent. oh wells. they might be better off dead. i'm sure no one would go down to hell and drag them back up. bleahx.

mann. this is my most vulagar entry ever. better stop before i start again.

2004-08-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

WL! i can hear those fireworks but can't see them. mann. i'm sho sho sho jealous!!! =( boo hoo! haha.

hmph! i'm going to complain to a certain someone later. =) hehe. poor someone!

2004-08-09T19:20:00.000+08:00

sighs. my phone bills are crazy. i'm sure it will be. i message too much. so that's why i didn't touch my phone the whole day. until uncle jonathan and uncle andrew messaged me. HMPH!

i so hate national day and the days before national day. those stupid planes keep flying overhead. urgh! tootsie pootsie. =( i mean, it's like, SO LOUD! i'll go deaf sooner or later.

haish! i've got to buy more clothes. i've just gotten rid of a whole lot that i don't wear. haha.

today's such an un-eventful day that i don't have anything much to write. so there you go.

ta-ta

2004-08-08T09:03:00.000+08:00

boo! haha.

was on the phone for like i think one hour plus. crapping away. wasting my time. talking to ~~andrew~~. haha. that pig was like reminding me that the hungry ghosts festival is coming. donno why but i became scared. so scared that i didn't dare to step out of my room. heh. stupid me. =)

oh sheezh. nothing much to write about already. so ta-tas.

*waves*

2004-08-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

yawn. just came back from Plaza Singapura. =)

yawns. haha. was trying to buy a box of chocolates for ~~andrew~~. but didn't get to. cuz me mom was present.

i'm on the phone with ~~andrew~~ now. hehe. and he's like talking about his brother and all. like how cute his brother is and such. haha. yesterday his bro picked up the phone. darn. wahaha.

ok. fine.

enough of him..

and yes!

the band going to have an outdoor performance at paragon tomorrow. from 4.30p.m to 5.30p.m. please come and support!!

2004-08-07T18:18:00.000+08:00

there was drilling today. wasn't that bad. =)though i was whining to myself the whole time. asking myself why i am committing myself to this torture. haha.

then there was combined. where i, surprisingly, did not message anyone. except for my mom. telling her that i HAVE to go to Yamaha to buy a thumb rest. so that my thumb won't cry out in pain during the performance tomorrow. haha.

so here i am,with me dinner done with, changed and fingers working away, writing this entry here.

=)

and yes. i'm addicted to chocolates AGAIN. oh! this is horrendous. =/ i'm growing fat again. haha. sit ups will do the job. =))

and yes jocelyn, i wasn't whining about some guy called andrew. it was dorotthy who brought it up. thank you very much.

bleahs. gotta go before Yamaha closes.

ta-ta

2004-08-05T19:59:00.000+08:00

my dad has just left for israel.. hmm.. sighs..

went for tuition today. then that someone pulled me to walk around the whole of sims avenue to look for someone. i'm so angry! hmph. then in the end we didn't find that someone. kanasai! haha.

oh wells. and yea. i'm a three-year-old kid from africa! yay! haha. well. at least andrew thought i am. (-.- ) heh! lameness.

mann. tmr's national day celebration. =) and we've got to wear red top and white bottom/school u bottom or we can wear school u. obviously i'm not going to wear red top and school u bottom. *don't be crazy!* so i'm wearing full school u. *Cheers!* then changing before going to junction 8. hehe.

oh wells. i should be going now.

ta-tas..

*waves*

2004-08-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

yawns. i can't find a website which can host music. anyone knows of any? if so please tell me. thanks =)

2004-08-04T18:54:00.000+08:00

went to the eye specialist just now. she said that my eyes are a-ok. and i'm not going to go blind anytime soon. (ahh! great news!) haha.

was reading princess diaries book 5 just now. was feeling a little like meg cabot in my writing style. haha. =) except she doesn't put smilies in her work. haha.

oh ya. had SPA (science practical assesment) test today. i'm so sure i'm going to fail it. =) ya. i like drew two tables instead of one. and yes. i got the wrong answers. mann. i hate myself. i mean i did it all wrong. even tho i knew the question. bah! i hate you chessia.

and there was chinese. almost got caught for messaging in class. (ohwells. andrew did. sorry dude!) i totally dislike the chinese teacher. hmph! she made us stay back till 2.15 p.m. and you know. during lesson time. she said that she'll keep us for only thirty minutes. and she ended up keeping us for 45 minutes. i mean. H-E-L-L-O? we kids/students/people have so much more better things to do than to sit in class to listen to you crap all day. we've got so much more better things that to freeze in class when you crack those cold cold cold jokes. ya?

it's such i miracle that i didn't fall asleep in class today. =) i almost dozed off during chinese. but didn't dare to. the chinese HOD was in class today. donno why that tan say hoe asked her to come in. maybe to make her freeze to death. so say hoe could be the next HOD. she WISH!

today was a disaster. i forgot to bring the duty roster print outs again. and yeash. KYT wants me to re-do the names again. maybe i'll just take that off my agenda list for the time being. i'll put that off till like friday?

still pondering whether to go to watch 'The Village' with them this friday. i'm well aware of the hatred that jocelyn has against me. so. *shrugs*

2004-08-04T18:52:00.000+08:00

discover what candy you are @ quiz me

2004-08-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

yawns. today was such a boring day that i've got absolutely no comments on it.

wells. NAPFA today. got 24 pts. urgh! so unfair.

here's me results:
shuttle run: 11.0 seconds
sit ups: 31
sit and reach: 45cm
standing board jump: 165cm
inclined pull ups: 15

it's sooo dumb! sit and reach 2cm more, i'll get A. inclined pull ups, 1 more, i'll get A. ahhh! no fair. i mean. ya. i can't even get 25. shooting stars. and ya. i'm going to retake my 2.4 and five items. yes you heard it, you saw it. retake. haha. ohwells..

and guess what? that banana tan has been doing a project entitled 'project chessia: part 1'. she's been doing surveys. i mean. excuse me? doesn't she have worksheets and/or books to mark? really. sighs. poor teacher's now-a-days. i think that MOE's paying them too much or sth. =)

and ya. whoever's that anonymus person, maybe you'd like to go curl up in a corner and die ya? or maybe you'd like to spend your time trying to figure out how to get biggerbusts? and yes. i'm sure you're some sec two who has computer lessons on wednesdays. cuz that ip address's of some computer in school. darn it. and puh lease. use your brain won't choo? oh. maybe you don't have one. *rolls eyes* go on. go on. go die.

blah! i've had enough of scolding. %)

now. lets talk about donkeys. what about them? hmmm...

...

...

they're grey..!

2004-08-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

SpongeBob SquarePants Theme Song

Captain: Are you ready kids?

Kids: Aye-aye Captain.

Captain: I can't hear you...

Kids: Aye-Aye Captain!!

Captain: Oh! Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Absorbent and yellow and porous is he!

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: If nautical nonsense be something you wish...

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish!

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Ready?

EveryBody: SpongeBob SquarePants! SpongeBob SquarePants! SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: SpongeBob.... SquarePants! Haha.

2004-08-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

urgh! there's PFT tomorrow.

i'm hating it.
a) i can't do sit ups.
b) i can't do inclined pull ups.
c) i can't do standing board jumps.
d) i de-proved in shuttle run

sheesh!

yawns. i'm so tired. i feel like sleeping. but can't bring myself to sleep. i still have lots of things that i have to complete. excluding the duty roster. it's done. i still have art! oh geez! no! i totally hate art. i mean. it's stupid. cuz the teacher's stupid. the teacher, namely mr lawrence leow, is gay cum sissy cum irritating cum idiotic cum act interesting cum irritably tall. yes. he's all of the above. i don't know why so many people like him. *yuk* i just had me dinner.

haha. poor andrew. slogging away. awwww. i so pity him. NOT. haha. he deserves it. calling me a chestnut and all. yeah. haha.

speaking of andrew. it totally reminds me of my phone bills. they are rising SKY high. yes. and i'll definately get my phone confiscated for ever and ever and ever. yeah.

*BOOOOOO*

i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. why can't you just act normal. why can't you just look at people without slanting that eye of yours. that sickening pair of eyes behind those glasses. urgh! i just can't stand it. you stupid hypocrite! you stupid pig! you stupid cow! nono. cows and pigs are much better than you. urgh! you make me sick in the stomach. and yes. the times you banged the table. the times you stomped your foot. ya? i mean yes. i do that too. but really do you really have to learn all those things from me. copy cat. that doesn't make you cute. just makes you irritating. and that's why i'm writing all about you. about your irritatingness. your puggness. *puke* and yes. please stop telling me nort to flirt so much cause you are just as bad as i am. thanks. no wonder people always say you zhong4 se4 qing1 you3. oh wells. and yes. did i add that you said that pink was gross. who was that cow who ended up liking pink too? hmmm? who was the cow who said that pink hairbands suck. who said that pink hairbands were ah lianish? hmmm? you cow!

ahh! i feel so much better now. after letting all that out after like donno how long. haha. and yes. i shall not write in short form from now on. i shall write in full and complete sentences from now on. cause i want my writing to get better. thought i don't think that it will. so it's actually a waste of time. haha.

ahhh! what a long blog entry. i think i shall end here for now.

sayonara!

*muackx*

2004-08-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

haha. i was just thinking how cute i was when i was a little. kid.

everything has changed. everything about me has change.

everything from me looks, to me way of life. yesh. everything.

sighs.

i donno why i'm feeling sad all of a sudden. well maybe i've beed doing too much of blog surfing. maybe i don't want to leave band at all. maybe i don't want to leave my instrument at all. maybe i don't want to hate her at all. maybe i'm just being to emotional again. maybe i'll miss all the seniors. sigh.

if i were to miss the seniors i'll miss cui yin most. she was like the only one who could talk sense into me. she was the one who believed i could make me come to band practices. i'll miss you..

and yeah. i miss the time we had at the esplanade. haha. it totally rocks. i mean. us being treated like refugees. the mr wong and 'willam hung' incident. haha. us having a tiny room. us having to sit backstage. me crying cuz i had to go back to school first ( i still donno why i cried. it was soooo dumb of me). haha.

lets talk about me instrument. ha! its getting old. it's crazy. maybe it's me. all the water and/or saliava accumulated on one key during practice. and i sounded watery. yes. watery. what a word. haha. and yes. i'm going to buy a new reed. and i'll pay for it meself. =) sigh.

and yes. i had to run round the lake on sat. =( sighs.

ohwells.

dinner time.

ta-tas.

*waves*

2004-07-29T21:32:00.000+08:00

and yes. no more pink hairbands for me during band practices *sobs* [reality not accepted]

and yes. no more pon(ing) of band for me [reality accepted]

and yes. no more ankle length socks for me on saturdays [reality not accepted]

and yes. performance at paragon next sunday i think [reality accepted]

and yes. no more tuition for me on saturdays [reality not accepted]

oh no! 3 out of 5 not accepted. argh!

someone. please make me study!

2004-07-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

i've got time for a real short one.. so here goes.

today was kinda boring. went to school did the normal stuffs.

shouted at the class to shut up. in then end got commented by my friend. argh! i shall never ever tell me class to shut up anymore. =( whatever!

went for science tuition too. almost fell asleep there. =) *grins* but luckily someone messaged me. hehes.

ok. gotta blast.

ta-ta *muacks*

2004-07-22T19:43:00.000+08:00

oh yay! it's back. haha.

oh wells. i'm still thinking about vball. and shumbodie. hehes.

should get my mind off it but! CAN'T!

lalala.

there's a science test tmr. oooh! n it's with LY. oooh! haha.

ok. i'm going to study lerhs.

ta-tas

2004-07-22T16:54:00.000+08:00

stupid toot!

my tag board's disappeared!!!! woosh!

haha!

2004-07-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

i've moved here!

2004-07-17T18:59:00.000+08:00

guo hong is trying to make me feel so bad. guo hong is trying so hard to make me go for band. but really. i will. i don't want to get kicked out of band. and really. i can't go for band on saturdays. my mom won't let me not go for tuition and go for band. really. she won't.

but HECK. i'd better go for band from now on. no way will i get myself kicked out! =S

if the band thinks so darn badly of me. be that way. i'm sure i can prove you all wrong! oh well. at least i think i can.

*shrugs*

2004-07-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

oh yes! i've finished that darned thing! yes! i'm free of it! hip hip hooray!

ok. now to go finish my school work. so that i can go out on sunday!

ta-ta

2004-07-16T20:13:00.000+08:00

This is the song that doesn't end.

Yes it goes on and on my friend.

Some people, started singing without knowing what it was.

And they continued singing on and on just because...

This is the song that doesn't end.

Yes it goes on and on my friend.

Some people, started singing without knowing what it was.

And they continued singing on and on just because...

This is the song that doesn't end.

Yes it goes on and on my friend.

Some people, started singing without knowing what it was.

And they continued singing on and on just because...

This is the song that doesn't end.

Yes it goes on and on my friend.

Some people, started singing without knowing what it was.

And they continued singing on and on just because...

This is the song that doesn't end.

Yes it goes on and on my friend.

Some people, started singing without knowing what it was.

And they continued singing on and on just because...

the song's ended already you retard!

2004-07-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

oh lalala...

went for tuition today. did some stupid things like taking jerome's phone, house keys etc. was utterly boring. haha.

there's DOS tmr. i wonder if there's band tomorrow. geez. sigh. and guess what? someone told me tt mr wong's unhappy with me. but why? sheesh.

oh mann. i'm like supposed to write a script. shooting stars. how am i to rush it out by like uh, 8? and ya. i'm SUPOOSED to RUSH it out by 8 and i'm still blogging here. what an ass! (refering to myself.. =) )

my hand's still hurting. hehe. i'll nort be able to write and do anything with my hand. =)

ok. my group leader's bugging me now.

TTFN (ta-ta for now)! *waves*

2004-07-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

i cant stand tan say hoe! i really cant stand her. everytime she comes into class, it would start freezing and snowing. that day my pen froze and broke into two! oh mi gosh!

i should have gone to the doc today. sho i can a MC for tmr. hehe. and i've got to call the IMH to see if they've got space for another patient. b'coz tan say hoe NEEDS to go there! pooh!

oh mann. i think that i sprained my hand yesterday during the stupid vball thingy! it hurts like anything now! *wails*

haha. just my norm self. whiny and waily(if there's such a word). =)

oh shooting stars! got to go. ta-ta.

\(^.^)/

2004-07-14T18:59:00.000+08:00

ok
so now i'm switching between blogger and xanga. hehe.
oh wells.
nufing much ta say.

sho ta-ta.

2004-07-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

bloody fooking shit. some itchy hand in my family has blocked me from entering xanga. go to hell!

2004-06-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

hey people. if you realize that i'm nort posting, it is cuz i've switched to xanga. =)

the address is here.

2004-06-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

You Are a Peppermint Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.

However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.

You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.

You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind Of Coffee Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

oh wells.

2004-06-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

tu-lu-lu.

i just came back from malaysia yesterday. the trip was so much fun.
*grins* oh wells.

tanjong jara. ahhh! what a great place. =D

things about it:
1. the scenery is GREAT.
2. the rooms are so darn nice
3. the customer service assistants (that's what they call themselves) are such nice people
4. there are lots of mosquitoes though
5. i just love that place

haha.

things i cannot and would not forget:
1. Hikaru
2. the mosquitoes
3. the bubble baths
4. disney channel
5. omelette
6. bubble gum getting stuck in my braces when i ate it

oh man!! i wanna go back there NOW. (*^.^*)

*yawn*

ouch! ok. gotta go (to play games). haha.

ta-ta. *muackx*

2004-06-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

oh yeah!

it's my birthday tomorrow!

^____^

2004-06-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

2004-06-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair! oh shit! it's so damn short now! urgh!

ok. that's all i have to say.

ta-ta

2004-06-15T13:57:00.000+08:00

ohhh. going for tuition later. finally. get to crap with janeeee again. haha.

oops. she's called.

ta-ta

2004-06-10T19:20:00.000+08:00

oh mann. someone hacked into my e-mail account. bleahs.

so from now on, my new e-mail address would be
cherryshortbreadcookie@hotmail.com.

add me kkies? thanks!

2004-06-10T17:50:00.000+08:00

A- Teens- Heartbreak Lullaby

in the still of the night
i can almost feel you lying next to me
like it used to be

and it's hard to let go
when there's always something there reminding me
how things could be

i've tried to get you off my mind
i've tried to play my part
but every time i close my eyes
you're still inside my heart

chorus
why can't i laugh
why must i cry
everytime we say goodbye
why does it rain
here in my heart
every day that we're apart
why can't it be
just you and me
what will it take to make you see
these are the words
to my heartbreak lullaby

like the stars in the sky
you still keep on shining down your light on me
but out of reach

and i know that in time
you will come back to your senses, see the signs
and change your mind

i try to look the other way
and keep my heart on hold
but every time I'm close to you
i loose my self control

chorus

why can't i laugh
why must i cry
give me just one good reason why
why must it rain
here in my heart
everyday that we're apart
why can't it be
just you and me
what would it take to make you see
these are the words
to my heartbreak lullaby

chorus

these are the words
to my heartbreak lullaby

2004-06-10T16:17:00.000+08:00

tu-lu-lu

i just killed a bug. *slaps forehead* haha.

went to watch harry potter yesterday at three thirty. heh.

the movie was uh, great. =D the only thing that i resent is that the actors are getting so not cute anymore. and that the whole movie is more for the bigger kids like 10 or 11+ onwards. ya? 'cause as you see, the whole plot is getting more and more confusing. (to me that is) *shrugs* haha.

from now on. i shan't talk about that particular person in my blog ANYMORE. *sticks out tongue* oh well.

there was band. and there still is band. just that i came home. 'cause i didn't think that blood was nice to drink. it tastes like iron. pooey! i totally hate that addition to my oh-so-perferct-before-the-dentist-had-added-on-that-thing braces. haha. well. i just have to put up with it for the next, hmmm, 2 years?

neways, mom wants me to write a 300 word essay on why i should get my handphone back. so. ta-ta.

2004-06-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

oh gee. went for band today.
cracked my reed! *gasp* but not much harm done. just that my A is totally sharp.

oh mann. i miss you. *awwwww*
sniff..

oh wells.

there's tuition tmr. pooh! dan after tution, which is about three plus four, i'd be going out. YAY! for the fist time this holiday. i'm going out with my friends! finally! haha.

ok. there's nothing else for me to say. =(

oh ya. i missed Venus today. was having band practices. POOH!

me's going to play games now.

TTFN

2004-06-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

i can't help it. i shall say it.

i love you. i love you. i love you.

ok. i'm getting so so emotional now. sighs.
haha.

went to the dentist today. now my mouth is all RED. tululu *wrinkles nose* den after dental went home. my mouth was HURTING like anything on earth. pfft! haha.

you know. the actors of Harry Potter are growing up. they are getting 'un-cute'. in the first movie they were oh so cute. now, they aren't. hehe.

you know. i really really think that my blog entries are getting SHORTER and SHORTER. hmmmmm. i've gotta do something about that. =) yup. so maybe i shall talk crap from now on. =))

*thinks* if only i had an older brother. =( hehe. IF ONLY. why? why must i be the oldest kid in the family?? ohhhh. *continues whining*

... five minutes later...

ok. i've gotta go now.

TTFN (ta ta for now)!

2004-06-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

why does this always have to happen?

all because of this, i cried. but why? cuz i think i put to much of me into you. i seriously think so.

maybe i was wrong right from the start. maybe i was right. who knows?
maybe you were wrong. not me. once again, who knows?

i understand that you are busy. yes, i do.

maybe i'm too overbearing.

well, if i am, i'm sorry. i'm really sorry

2004-06-04T20:17:00.000+08:00

why does everything have to go around the world?

like etc yesterday i told issac that my mom din like me going for band practices, it kinda went into the ears of other people.

iiiiiidiot!

URGH!

Some nice links:
Destiny
Remember
The World Ends
Wallpaper

2004-06-04T16:21:00.000+08:00

haha. just came back from tuition.

i didn't go for tuition to study. i went there to disturb people. ^.^ haha. i'm messaging jerome (a.k.a infinity) now. URGH! can't believe i'm wasting my messages bickering with him. pooh!

A Little Website:
The Big Moment

2004-06-04T10:56:00.000+08:00

the fish said,' there are three types of people in this world. those who can count. and those who can't.'

it is kinda obvious that he is part of these 'three'. (^.^)v

Yawn.

2004-06-04T10:11:00.000+08:00

just woke up. *stretches* i seem to have lost the ability to write. hmmm. haha. i wonder. maybe it is because of the hols. i needn't write or what-so-ever. so. yup. that explains it all. haha.

once again. there is nothing to blog about. nothing happened ya? apart from the amazing fact that i turned up for band yesterday? haha. ok. i was supposed to.

oh ya. NOTE TO ALL: my darn hp will be confiscated. so no point trying to contact me. k?

anyway, it's good that my hp gets confiscated. a) it stops me from being tempted to message someone. b)stops me from talking day and night. c) stops me bombing my parents with phone bills of $100 and over.

haha.

2004-06-01T17:11:00.000+08:00

Mandy

I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice,
shadows of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
how happy you made me oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
but I sent you away, oh Mandy
well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

I'm standing on the edge of time
I´ve Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are in my mind
And nothing is rhyming, oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
but I sent you away, oh Mandy
well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

Yesterday's a dream I face the morning
Crying on a breeze
the pain is calling, oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
but I sent you away, oh Mandy
well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

You came and you gave without taking
but I sent you away, oh Mandy
You kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you

Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
Oh baby won't you be my baby again
Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
and I need you today...

2004-06-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

Tori Amos- Silent All These Years

Excuse me but can I be you for a while
My dog won’t bite if you sit real still
I got the anti-christ in the kitchen yellin’ at me again
Yeah I can hear that

Been saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say you know but nothing comes
Yes I know what you think of me- you never shut up
Yeah I can hear that

But what if I’m a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don’t care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice and it’s been here
Silent all these years

So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
What’s so amazing about really deep thoughts
Boy you best pray that I bleed real soon
How’s that thought for ya

My scream got lost in a paper cup
You think there’s a heaven where some screams have gone
I got 25 bucks and a cracker, go you think it’s enough
To get us there

Cause what if I’m a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don’t care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice and it’s been here
Silent all these years

Years go by will I still be waiting
For somebody else to understand
Years go by if I’m stripped of my beauty
And the orange cloud raining in my head
Years go by will I choke on my tears
Till finally there is nothing left
One more casualty
You know we’re too easy easy easy

Well I love the way we communicate
Your eyes focus on my funny lip shade
Let’s hear what you think of me now but baby don’t look up
The sky is falling

Your mother shows up in a nasty dress
It’s your turn now to stand where I stand
Everybody lookin’ at you, here take a hold of my hand
Yeah I can hear them

But what if I’m a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I don’t care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
And it’s been here
Silent all these years
I’ve been here
Silent all these years

2004-06-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

BB Mak- The Ghost Of You and Me

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do

Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts
Go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine

Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left
Of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me(4x)

Band Practices

2004-06-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

oh geez. i didn't go for band today. reason? i had a headache this morning. and i won't be going tomorrow. cuz it's vesak day tmr. public holiday ya? so ta-da. you wont be expecting me tomorrow. yup.

anyway, i've decided not to go for all of the band practices. heh. that is so bad of me. but oh well. i'm not needed there anyway. and if i go there, my darling juniors won't want to play the solos. so, i'll be going only thrice a week. =X

oh man. i just realized that the oboe section is in so much trouble. the sec one n two players may not be up to the standard. nevertheless, i shall go back on thursday to see how they are doing. oh oh oh oh! i suppose yi xiang's going to kill me one way or another. oh! but thank god there still are tutorials on satrudays. phew!

things have change a lot since the holidays started. i've started spending more money. i've started eating junk food. worst of all: i've not been exercising! this is totally horrible. i've gained two inches in two weeks. heh. that is equivilant to one inch per week. no good. well, should i blame the chocolates or the brownies or the cookies? hmmm? maybe i should blame MYSELF. pooh..

okey dokey. me's going ta play games NOW. bubbies.

2004-05-31T14:53:00.000+08:00

Josh Groban- To Where You Are
Who can say for certain
Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration

Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me
From up above.

chorus
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for a while
To know you’re there
A breath away's not far to where you are.

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream?
And isn’t faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Everyday

Cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me
From up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
and that love will live on
And never leave

chorus
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for a while
To know you’re there
A breath away's not far to where you are.

I know you're there
A breath away's not far to where you are

2004-05-31T12:00:00.000+08:00

yawnzation. my kor's leaving singapore for good le. sighs. why must he go back to taiwan?! SIGHS!

there's nothing to do now. heh. absolutely nothing. i can't even find a nice blog skin. and the blogskin.com's server is DOWN again. bah!

oh yahs. i've got three birthday presents already. all from my parents. =) my bro never gives me any. pooh!

2004-05-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

life is so darn boring. haha.

dawn said that i look like someone from an 'english country'. dan someone else said that i look like a japanese. hmmm...

it's only the 2nd day of the hols and i'm rotting at home le.

donno when i'm going back to shanghai. i feel like and don't feel like going back ya? pooh!

it's been 39 hours and 3 minutes since he said bye to me. (to think that i'm that bored to even bother to count the time).

ok. dinner's here...

ttfn!

signing out,
chessia =)